I live in a small town. That means things get around. People talk. My neighbors ask what I am doing. I have lived here all my life and I like it. I plan to die here unless I win the lottery and then I am buying a castle in the South of France and getting a pack of hounds and dying there with my 27 year old moat boy. But most likely I will die here. I am totally good with that. I like that idea.
However for much of my life I have let small town conventions and small town religion control my behavior. That is the part I am over. I believe that Tantra is a way to spread love and to improve life on this planet. The work I do brings joy at least in that moment and we can only live in the moment. And I have to be true to my path and my path doesn’t include shame, guilt, repression, or denial of the body. We are our bodies. All of our energy our good feelings come from our sexual energy. By repressing and denying that sexual energy we deny what is most alive in us, what is most vital.
I can’t do that anymore. I have practiced and studied and learned so much I feel it is in bad form not to share. If it not right to hide your light under a basket. Although I know I will not get overwhelming support from all in my community, I know I am on the path I need to be on and that Tantra is the way to spread love and light. Plus I get support form the people that are most important to me.
And I want to thank all the wonderful people who have spent time with me. I am super impressed by the desire to learn and to experience a new way of touching and breathing and feeling.